Finally

I get to see the mortal instruments

:-I

This phone still isnt wanting to work right...I can't log into Animal Crossing Community and I kind of need to. It finally let me log into facebook thank god, i had at least 20 messages on there to go through. I wonder what else it won't let me log into. It better let me log into fanfiction.net or im gonna be pissed..In other news I will be starting my beauty blog here soon and I will try to upload videos as well.

New Phone...:/

So I got a new phone. Its ok for now but its not the best. It doesnt let me log in to facebook or some of the other websites im on :( severely cramps my style. Hopefully I can figure out whats wrong with out downloading memory crunching apps ( like facebook).

My birthday is Saturday!

My birthday is this Saturday and I'll be turning 20! Lol the things i want for my birthday:
1. A computer (one that doesnt break after half a year)
2. 3DS (only for like 3 games lol)
4. Animal Crossing for Nintendo DS (lol I'm addicted)
5. Gift cards for Barnes and Noble.
6. Special effects makeup.(liquid latex and spirit gum are a must have in my makeup kit lol)
7. New phone and minute card(my phone is cracked and my minutes ran out)

*happy girl giggle*

I'm very happy! Very,very happy! And hopefully I'll stay this way..I'm tired of crying. I'd much rather laugh and smile. I got to talk to  ppl. One who is more special than the others. Who I hopefully get to talk more :*kissy fish kissy to all my wonderfully imaginary readers ...I'm off to sleep and dream peacefully! Lol

How I really feel about myself

I am not the embodiment of beauty...I am not thin, sporty, nor am I the most fashionably dressed. My hair doesn't flow in waves, curl in ringlets, nor does it lie completely flat and it definitely doesn't shine like I want it to. My skin is not tan or completely blemish free...Sometimes I feel like I am as big as cow or so pale I look sick. When I see me I dont see beauty.

.......

Can't think if a title lol...well I've been busy writing my super hero novel thingy lol it's going pretty great. Artistically I'm on top. But my life is slowly slipping into a lower dimension of hell. I can't seem to get my life in order. The world is slipping away from me and I can't catch it

Why me!

The world hates me!

Schedules and lists!

So I'm kind of strange when it comes to organization. In someways I'm very organized and in others I'm as disorganized as a mental patient's brain. Since I'm ADHD I find it hard to concentrate and focus on certain tasks... let's just say I have an attention span like a child in a toy store. All over the place at first, but I generally zero in on something sooner or later. I like lists! They keep me on track and give me a sense of accomplishment when I cross something off of it. I have to-do lists which I use daily...and my special list that helps me keep track of my needs and wants, it's also how I save up my money to buy things too. Everybody has their own organization style and its something that either works or it doesn't. How do you guys organize your lives?

Camping!

So I'm going on a spontaneous camping trip on Monday up in Helen, Georgia! I'll be fine for three days with my friends and getting to see a certain special someone again. Oh I can't wait! It'll be fun, but it's gonna be hard since it'll primitive camping lol. Always thought I'd go on my first primitive camp trip with my dad, but I guess that's not the case. I'll have wonderful nature pics to show you all when I get back.

Life will billie 2

So we stayed up all night long talking and having fun lol we shared a drink and got giggly and even my dog got a buzz lol

And we danced!

So I'm with my best friend Billie and she takes dance and helps out her dance instructor with the younger kids. Well today i just saw a bunch a little kids running across the dance floor like bugs running from the exterminator. Lol some were some were terrible and some actually showed talent

Missing someone close to me

So I'm missing.someone very close to me...i feel like crying but the tears never come. I've sent them messages and they dont answer. I'm worried and i can't stand it. I dont sleep well can't without there goodnight farewell. Hopefully they'll come back soon

Busy!!!

I've been so busy here lately, its not funny. Been looking up colleges online, looking for jobs,and trying to earn quick cash so i can get some minutes for my phone. I've also been making a packing list for when I go camping with my friends. I've also been working on a blog post that will update you all that has been going on in my life so you cab look forward to that! Yay!

Pot! *annoyed sigh*

This is a subject that gets on my nerves. First things first, *gets out megaphone and clears throat* I DON'T DO POT!!!!  okay now that's out of the way we can get this post started! *dances*
I'm okay if you do use pot, it's your body you're entitled do with it as you please. But when it comes to me, please don't ask me to join. It's not appealing to me! If I say no, drop the subject and go about your business. Don't pressure me into joining, because my answer is always gonna be *brings back megaphone * NO!!!! I have never tried pot nor have I ever had the urge to try it. I don't like to be disoriented or discombobulated in any way! I don't like taking tylenol pm because I don't like the way it makes me feel...so the point of this post *grabs the handy dandy megaphone * LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT YOUR WEED OBSESSION!!!!!!!!  (sorry for cussing,but it was needed ^_^)

College

I graduated 2 years ago and still not in college... a lot of people veiw me has a failure. I want to work in film, I love movies! They're kind of my thing! The college I want to go to is called Full Sail, I've been looking at this school since senior year of high school. I would like to take online classes but I think I may have to move there. That's kind of okay and then kind of not lol shy girl don't like change.

Made my day

Watch "Star Trek Pick Up Lines" on YouTube

Life with Billie

Lol so Billie is my BFF/sister. She's known me since i was born and every once in awhile she'll say some off the wall crap that just seems to stick with me no matter what, and this time it was about a cup...yep that's right, a cup. So we were at another friends place and she asks for some water, he brings her some and she looks at the cup and goes "I like this cup its pretty! " the funny thing about it is she's all enthusiastic and bouncy when she says it and we all bust out laughing.

Ummm...yeah! This just happened

Watch ""CELEBRITY TWEETS" MUSIC
VIDEO" on YouTube

Camping?

Oh no! A week camping? I think hell yeah! Lol but really now I have to get survival gear and hiking boots because tennis shoes are a no go in the woods and I need to get a another knife. Will my imaginary readers please tell me about their camping /hiking experiences.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

So there is this annoying little bird outside my window who thinks he's been hired has my new alarm clock! I generally wouldn't care waking up to the sound of twittering birds is quite peaceful and serene. But this bird needs to go before I turn him into dinner!

Oh the Agony

Fleas are annoying little buggers

Ugh! Money!

I'm pretty good with my money considering my age..but why the hell can't my friends be!? They give me crap for using coupons and carrying a calculator around in my purse, along with a list of my needs and wants. But that's how I control my money. And guess what. IT FRIGGING WORKS!

What the?!

Okay my imaginary readers! So i know this guy right and he said he wouldn't be in a relationship with me because he couldn't carry me around...so he asks me to lose weight! Not even caring how it might hurt me! Wtf?! Hello!? I hate my body! And now whatever little self esteem i had is now bleeding out on my floor with a bullet wound to the head...what would u do in this situation? Please tell me.

Booya!

Lol I'm back baby!  Still dont think anyone reads my blogs but what the hell I'm gonna write posts anyway! And you can't do anything about it *insert evil laugh here*